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Diet // Monday, February 17, 2014

12:48 AM

{weird but cute and sexy}

Fat. yeah, that is one word to describe me now. haha. I need to lose some weight before I take my SPM result. yeah, this few weeks more. I have to. I must let my crush see my slim side of me. lol. I have to make my hip and thigh smaller, bcs this two part of my body are the biggest and full of fat. It does sound dirty right. So, I do decide to diet. but I'm scared it's not gonna work (T^T)

First thing I will do is.. I'll just eat rice once a day. bcs, if I just eat veggie and fruit instead of rice, I'll get my head spine. you know migraine. and yayy, I finally did it these past 2 days. Second thing is, exercise. well, I don't think I'll exercise everyday.. I mean. I'm a type of say-no-to-sport. lol, but I love water sport. swimming is my best sport. haha, I even took a swimming class. but.. it's been a long time since I went to my swimming class. Well, I'm not a fcking rich bijj that have a super fcking huge swimming pool to swim. and I don't have a driving license or even a driver to drive me to open public swimming pool. So yaa, I think I just do some exercise that I watched a million of times but ~~not fcking done~~ it in youtube. Lastly, I'll make myself busy as bee. not even a single hour. if I write 'a single minute or second' it will be a lie. I don't want to be a liar. lol

ok now, leave the diet thing for a few minutes. you know, I don't know why.. I have this kind of feeling for Tao. yes, exo's Tao. oh, I feel like I've been ~~unfaithful~~ disloyal to my Yixing and Daehyun ~ arhhg, this is hard really. why is this fcking feeling have to be in my mind, heart, body... I surely hate this.

gosh, please go away. buuttt.. is it wrong to have three man I love ? haha, no right. so I'm gonna put Tao name in the list right away. haha. I think, I'm gonna put chen's too. lol I do write nonsense right now (-_-')

oh, and CONGRATULATIONS BABYs and our lovely B.A.P for all the awards. lol. they surely did a good job in this comeback. aww, I love them. I love their song. I love TS. I love TS staffs. I love everyone that involved in this comeback. haha. And please don't take a longggg time to make another comeback ok. YES SIRR ! haha. Also, I do really want to buy their album 'First Sensibility' ahh goddamnnit ! So, that's all I think. Adios amigos ~ LOVE YA

p/s : I google the meaning of unfaithful. and i got this. haha

having a sexual relationship with someone who is not your wife, husband, or partner

{aww I fcking love this interaction}

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